All About Family & Friends!

My new blog ;)

2005-09-29T23:35:00.000+05:00

Asalaam o Alaikum & Hello All.. Am sorry friends, you haven’t seen any of my new post here; you might be thinking that I have left or something, NO! I haven’t, I had just migrated from Blogger.com to my very own blog powered by WordPress.com, and you all can join me at my blog :) I would love reading your comments there!

See you soon there ;)

My new blog lies under my name ;P

Take Cares, Allah Hafiz & Bye Bye
-Ayesha - WWW.Ayesha.Thalassemia.Com.Pk!

& Atlast.....

2005-06-26T23:21:00.000+05:00

Am crying.. Am crying just because of you...

Kabhi nahi sochta tha ke you will make me cry one day, I was so proud of you, I was depended on you.. I was looking for some words from you.. but! You didn't come up to me.. theek hai I know it was mine mistake and you are thinking of my own good.. per you never ask me ke why am doing this? why am not listening to you? did ya ever ask me that? You just wanted ke mein app ki baat manon aur woh kaam na karon jo app nahi chahte.., have ya ever thought what is mine life? my family, you, and net.. kia app nahi jante? then why do you re-act like this!? you have gone far away from me.. have ya ever thought about me? mein kia karon geen app ke baghair!? Bolo! socha mere barey mein? mere konse 10/12 real friends hain ke mein un se baatain karon aur net per na aon? I DONT HAVE ANY REAL FRIEND! I told ya this many times, I DONT HAVE ANY OTHER ACTIVITIES OTHER THAN NET, I told ya this too na? but
you dont wanna listen, or understand me,, now you are ignoring my calls, sms.. WHY!!! am dieing to talk to you! but I think you dont care abt me anymore.. Fine!

Kehdo aik bar aker ke "Ayesha ayenda mujhey tang na karna" Then woh din last din hoga jab Ayesha app ko Bhai khaye gee.. Believe me..! I wont disturb u ever after that..

Bus Aik Ehsan Kardo, Aker Yeh Line Kehdo...!

What is wrong...?

2005-06-24T20:42:00.000+05:00

Akhir yeh sab kia horaha hai? Ilahi Reham farma hum sab per!!!, aik ke bad aik aisi news sunney ko mil rahi hai ke lagta hai kuch aur sun lia tu bardasht nahi ho paye ga.., pichley saal June mein jo jo howa woh na tu yaad ker ke acha lagta hai na us ke barey mein soch ker.. Allah tala sab ko apne hifz-o-amaan mein rakhen (ameen)

aik aik kar ke mein sab batati hon.. please pray for all the people i mention below..
Cp- (Adeel: an IRC friend more likely a CLOSE friend to me, lost his mother)
Goldfish (Za***: an IRC friend and more likely a sister to me, lost her father)
Mine brother (Nauman bhai) who left us in July..

There are so many people around you whom you like, love, care but when they are around you doesnt show them your love, care to them.. but when they are in need, or they are far away from you Then you just want ke kaisi bhi tarah unhey mein bata sakon how much I love/like Him/Her OR Care about Him/Her, Sometimes you get chance too, and sometimes you don't..

Family Relations are EVERYTHING to us.., but we can't forget that we are "Amanat" of Allah,
and we have to return to him one day sooner or later..

Pichley June..
Aik qayamat guzri thi humari family per.. Aik azmaish jis ka soch ker bhi dil kaanp jata hai ajj.. Salman my dearest brother who fell ill last June, he was going, coming, going, coming from hospital it was a hard time for us.. Doctor wasnt telling us anything, just one or two lines "theek hai sab" "kuch nahi hai, beyfikar rahen" He was admitted in hospital for one night, and that night for almost like whole life, he wasnt in his senses, Doctor put him on oxygen, gave blood, aur yahan Azaan horahi and there outside me and mother crying for his life, whole month of June took our life, Khair Allah has never let his people down so Salman came back home on his feet and Alhamdulillah he is A-okay, but then again June is here with all the old memories.... Hey its his birthday today! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SALMAN!!!

Past June then this June!, Bad news around.. I pray that aney wala June aur aney wala Saal (2006) hum sab ke liye Khushiyaan hi khushiyaan layen (ameen)

But I cant forget Last June and all those things, And I PRAY THAT NO-ONE EVER FACE A
TIME LIKE THAT!!! AMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN!

Am too much down, Am having exams this month, they are going well.. But I feel Sad because of my friends lose.. and I feel alone! I MISS YOU UMAIR BHAI! PLEASE CALL ME :( I WONT LET YOU DOWN ANYMORE!! I SWEAR PLEASE CALL ME!! I MISS YOU ALOT!

Last but not the least: Aye Allah, mere doston aur un ki family ko is dukh ko bardasht kerne ki himmat ata kerna, aur Marhoomeen ko Jannat-ul-Firdos mein Aala Makaam ata farmana aur sab musalmanon ko apne Hifz-o-Amaan mein rakhna -Ameen-

-am done, thanks for bearing me-

Take Cares, Allah Hafiz -Ayesha